how do i live without you
 i want to know
 how do i breathe without you
 if you ever go

how do i ever
 ever survive
 how do i how do i
 oh how do i live

当你的手还握在我手中
 没有一次
 我还停留

说不出口的感动
 当你的手还握在我手中
 灿烂的笑容

不论过多久
 都让我心动
 每一天在你的怀里等待
 每一次我感觉你的存在
 不能重来
 不愿离开
 是永远都灿烂的爱
 每一天在你的梦里等待
 每一次我感觉你的存在
 so how do i live
 how do i live
 how do i live
 without you
 当你的手还握在我手中
 没有一次
 我还放手
 没有一次
 停留
 当你的手还握在我手中
 灿烂的笑容
 不论过多久
 都让我心动
 oh tell me now
 how do i live without you
 how do i breathe without you

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
1:24 AM

I know she will view my blog so i changed address le . only my closed friends will have de address . THanks bro and sis for advices .

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Sunday, June 28, 2009
8:13 AM

Today whole day i nv sms her at all .
I trying to hold my hands from calling her and sms her .
I think i did it .
But i really miss her alot .
Haiz .
She now confirm at his hse de .
But what else can i say .
Ppl know helping her pay lawyer fees .
Leonard u are useless man .
Nvm .
U are just stupid .
she can did it once to you ,
Confirm can do 2nd time de
Leonard always think that she worth it .
But does she worth ?
Yes ,
She worth it dumb fuck leonard .
Whatever .
Psycho me .
lalalalalalala.
Went starbuck drink coffee .
Talk to chee sheng and his gf .
His gf now studying psychologic .
She tell me that i having some kind of mental problem .
I keep everything to myself till i wanna explode le .
But she just simply dun understand me .
Nvm ,
I dun feel secure at all .
Scare and nervous .
Guess leonard is really dumb .
Leonard
天不怕，地不怕，可是到头来还是败给了一个"情"字 !!


ps : i still loves her lots .

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Friday, June 26, 2009
7:15 PM

Yawn !!
Just woke up .
Feeling very giddy and sick .
My nose bleed again in de morning =.=
I think must be too hot le .
Dunno why nv on fan also very cold .
I think i sick le .
Too heaty somemore .
I must take good care of myself le .
Hmmm ...
Going out soon .
Ytd went to drink with friends .
In de end i drunk .
LOL .
heart pain le .
Dunno why i still miss her so much .
Must control myself by not calling her .
I will try my best not to call her de .
I listen to what ah fong say le .
She wrote a letter to ah fong .
And i found out that she keep lie to me only .
I dunno what she really want .
But i can see that she lost interest in me le .
Making use of me only bahs .
Nvm .
I am stupid =).
I going to get change le .
So just a little update here .
Bye guys .
Anithing just sms me bahs .

Will you ever notice me...

1:50 AM

Sorry guys . so long nv blog plus i change link .
I think i will put back my link le .
Let me update abit bahs .
Currently been busy with my NDP rehersal at kallang old police coast guard .
And been stressing with money problems .
Quarrel with my gf .
Now she say break to me .
She just say break and off her phone and went MIA .
I think she with ah fong .
I dunno why she keep asking me why i always think she with ah fong .
Cause she betray me once and i believe she can again .
Sorry to say that but i know its just my fault .
I love to control ppl .
I think u wont even come and try to see i change back my blog link le .
So is kinda good also .
Cause i gonna flirt and let her know .
I find 1 gf asap .
So that she could forget me .
I dun wan her to be so stress up .
Lots of ppl discourage me to pay her lawyer fees .
Say me stupid .
I know i am stupid .
But i really love her and this is a promise i gave her .
I cannot leave her alone .
Even though she got him i also must help her .
Love someone is not to have her but to see her happy .
This 10mnths together i only enjoy de first 5 mnths .
It is really sweet for a guy who can wait for her out from girls home .
I trust nobody or maybe some ppl than can do it .
I now at home blogging .
But hand still talking to ppl asking them to lend me $$ .
All is cause of her .
But she just simply doesnt care about her court thing also .
Her mother also gave up on her .
Should i gave up on her ?
I know lots of ppl wan me to give up on her .
But i really love her .
She went mia 2 days than ytd just call me .
But in end i quarrel with her .
How can i take it when my gf can MIA for 2 days ?
Nv tell me where is she ?
Makes me like an idiot calling around looking for her .
I bother jaslyn too much .
Sorry jaslyn .
I just worried for her .
Hope u really understand .
Sorry to trouble u .
Thanks for being there for me although we not so close .
But i dunno what to do .
I really dun wanna forget her .
I really wanna be with her .
But what she done was kinda sad for me .
She makes me totally give up hopes on her .
i think i just find smth to agitate her so that she can forget me .
Guys out there .
Pls lend me $$ if u all have .
Let me done my part as a bf pls .
nonono .
Let me done my part as her EX bf .
she just say break with me today morning and i jitao like no mood ?
nvm .
I guess she too stress with love thingy .
Shouldnt stress her too much .
Sorry to those girls .
hope that u all will forgive me when u all see this .
Sorry to treat u all as spare tire to forget her .
But i really cannot forget her just like this .
I need u girls to help me forget .
So sorry about it .
Take care all my friends
Shall blog frequently le

bb






ps: i really love her alot but i guess that she will nv be there for me when i need her .

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Monday, June 8, 2009
8:57 AM

http://www.lindalmx.blogspot.com/



Take a look at my cousin blog .
She a wonder freelancer .
I found out that i will stop writing how i feel le .
I will kept it to my self .
I just wanna live life to de fullest .
As i said i earning lots of money now .
I mean i need to earn .
So pls do support and read my cousin blogs .
Once there are update i will update u guys .
Thanks alot man =))

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009
4:09 AM

I AM SO STUPID !


i myself cannot believe that my own brother betray me .
Lots of things happening and i guess i losing friends le .
I have no more friends le .
I just wanna be alone from now on .
I going out of 534 i think .
No more le .
What i done for her is nought .
Yesterday book a table at sakura and order flower for her ,
In de end no ans my phone and reply my sms .
What a great day yesterday .
Its our 10 mnths anniversary .
I heard from her mother that she at ah fong hse .
LOOK AT THIS .
WOOOHOOO SONG BO .
I WEARING GREEN CAP .
LEONARD IS TURNING CRAZY LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, May 16, 2009
5:02 AM

Useless me .


Ever wonder why i always in my blog say i useless ?
Let me tell u all now de reason .
Cause my gf spend $$ of other guys .
I cannot give her ani $$ at all .
This few day is like shit .
I finally understand what is no money de feeling le .
I had alot of conflicts with my gf .
I feeling very bad .
She going to court on this coming Wednesday .
I dunno what to do sia but to accompany her .
But in de end what i get was she prefer to meet 2 days 1 time .
Cause she say everyday meet my attitude will come back de same like last time .
U know how hurting ma girl ?
U changed .
U no longer de stephanie i know .
I like losing everything .
I owe lots of ppl $$$ .
But i still have to bear de consequences myself .
Today went to old folks home .
Those old folks damn poor things .
I pity all of them .
They told me to earn as much $$ as i can and dun depend on other ppl .
Depend on urself .
Trust urself .
Is this all true ?
Why am i feeling that i am drifting away from stephanie ?
She my everything .
I give up everything for her yet why cant she do it also ?
i dunno la .
I feel like dying .
Someone help me pls .
I think i go drink myself alone tonight le .
Bb all .
I still love stephanie always .

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